People Who Inspire Me. . . Some Iv Never Met :P

hey gorgeous people i wanted to do a post on people who i have become to love and admire.
alot of these people are people i have never even met, but they mean so much to me i wanted to share them with you!

1st off the person who inspires me the most is of course my mummy :P iv never known such an amazing, strong loving woman in my life! she suffers ALOT with her illness, she has RA and she is constantly in pain :'( she works in a warehouse and has to lift VERY heavy things all day i just don't know how she does it! when we were little (i got 2 brothers, im the youngest) we would go stay with my Nan for a week in the summer and we didn't have a car so my mum would take us on 3 buses with a pram and 2 suit cases!!! i just wouldn't have bothered haha! anyway there's so much i could say about my mum but i would be going on forever. i just love her so much she is my reason for living shes the only person iv ever known who has never wanted to change me and never made me feel sh*t for being me (im crying while im writing this, i love her more than anyone)
im sure most of you feel the same way about your mums :) mums rule :D

another person who inspires me massively is a gorgeous lady i met through twitter her name is heather and she owns a little business called Miss Crystalize, Bling It On.
i cant remember the reason i decided to follow her but im sure it was because i saw a sparkly profile picture and thought i have to follow haha, but i must say it was one of the best decisions iv made, she has not only become a friend but shes more like a sister to me, i have never really loved someone so much that iv never actually met lol, she has also given me the most amazing shoes in the world

yes i own these bad boys haha, so as you can see she's amazingly talented aswel as being one of the most loveliest people iv known! she has had such a struggle too, i wont tell you everything but last year she nearly died and unfortunately she lost a leg, but this hasn't stopped her making something of her life and being an inspiration! i feel i can talk to her about anything and i know she wont judge me or hate me for it! heather is what true friends are made of :) il give you a link to her facebook and twitter pages at the end :)

another lovely person who inspires me is another lady i met through twitter her name is Loretta and she is a nail tech to the stars and OMG she is soooo talented i have never seen such amazing nail art in my life!!!!
heres a couple pictures of her amazing work

2 of my favs, there just so fab i love them :) i will be doing another post on Loretta soon (she was one of the 1st people i did a post on when i 1st started blogging) she sells a nail rescue kit for £20 and as my nails are soooo weak im ordering a kit from her so i will let you know my progress :)
Loretta also suffers from RA like my mum the difference is she's young! she is such a strong person though and she just inspires me everyday as she really does suffer bad with it and is in pain alot! but she still works extreamly hard and is defo a fighter! everyone loves her nails and she has made it big, she does the TOWIE girls nails and girls from hollyoaks and loads of other stars :) Loretta always makes time for me and i really look up to her especially as she is doing a job i would LOVE to do and shes so good at it :) love her to bits she is my #TwitSis ;)

now this next young lady is someone who i went to school with (when i went, i was bullied bad at school and  would try and get out of going as much as i could) her name is Penny and its odd because in school we didnt really talk much i think we had maths together at some point but im not sure! we started talking again on facebook and i now realise what an amazing inspirational person she is! shes an ambassador for CRUK a cancer research charity and has known so much hurt she has lost so many family members to cancer, she does soooo much for this charity and is just an all round amazing girl! shes so caring and always texts or tweets me to make sure IM ok even though shes going through so much hurt herself she always puts others first! i love her alot and hope one day to meet up for lunch with her to have a good old catch up shes my SATC gal ;)

and the last person im going to tell you about is the most stunning woman i think iv ever known her name is Romana, and again i first came across her on twitter but now we are such close friends i talk to her pretty much all the time on facebook and shes just a fantastic woman! shes a fashion designer and omg is she good at it! iv seen some of her FABULOUS designs and i cant wait for them to be all made and completed!!!
shes going to be huge and i really mean that shes already in talks about appearing in london fashion week ;) shes fierce and stunning, but most of all shes an amazing friend, when i have been at my lowest shes been there to help pick me and up, this girl is so kind shes even offered for me to come up and stay with her and train in her mums nail salon!!!! i mean shes never met me i could be some raving looney (most people would even agree with that haha) but she has said to me before that she can tell im a true person and its lovely that she knows i truly do care about her :) AND shes offered to make me a dress!!!!! im so excited because iv seen how amazing her dresses are

this is one of the 1st dresses made from her new collection (which by the way sold even before they were made) i cant wait and of course i will blog about it :)
also about a year ago now she sent me a present to help with my passion for beauty, her very own make up pallet with the most amazing eye-shadow's in EVER the pigment in them is fantastic and i would literally go out for the night (get abit drunk) and forget to remove my make up and the eye-shadow would be completely in tact the next morning!!

this woman has some serious talent! she also used to work for Prada, which in itself is impressive ;)
i really do love this lady so much and i wish her all the success in the world! remember that name people shes going to be HUGE

anyway im going to shut up now there are so many other people that i love dearly but iv already gone on too much lol.
the people that i have mentioned though really honestly mean the world to me and there such inspirational people i had to share them with you all! all of them have helped me in some way and got me through some tough times, for that i am grateful
stay beautiful guys
mwah
xoxo
Loretta's Twitter page: https://twitter.com/#!/Bella_Loretta
Loretta's Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Bella-Voi-Beauty-Treatment/156742957672512
Heather's Twitter page: https://twitter.com/#!/miss_crystalize
Heather's Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Miss-Crystalize-bling-it-on/207985432566148
Penny's Blog page: http://pennysophia.blogspot.co.uk/
Penny's Twitter page: https://twitter.com/#!/pennysophia25

Erno Laszlo Is Hollywood

Hey all hope your all well and having a good week :)

iv had a little touch of Hollywood this week and it feels goooood ;)

about 2 weeks ago i won a competition on twitter from the fab Glossy box, and the prize was a good one!!!

At the time i didn't realize just how good this comp was, but when i got my prize through the post (which was a nightmare by the way as i missed the delivery then my mum said she would pick it up so i got all excited then she decided to go shopping straight after so i had to wait for her to get home which took AGES oh and because she was taking so long i decided to paint my nails just as i done them she came home with my delivery and i couldn't open it because my nails were still wet!! But i did anyway and smudged all my nails so had to redo them haha was worth it though) anyway i opened it up and even from the box i could tell this was an expensive top of the range face cream, i decided to look on there website to see what other lotions and potions they had and couldn't believe my eye's when i saw the face cream i now owned was worth £95 iv never owned something so luxurious before!!

and even more exciting than that is i found out that this face cream was used by the most gorgeous woman in the world Marilyn Monroe!!!!

its from there fabulous 'The Hollywood Collection' and its the 'morning beauty rescue' cream. its made using semi-precious gems and liquid pearls and is a gel based product!

its seriously is stunning and as we all know by now i just LOVE anything sparkly and girly and this is the perfect cream for me, its gorgeous!!! my pictures don't really do the sparkliness (i think i made that word up lol) justice but it really is very sparkly :)

because it is a product that i can imagine LOADS of celebs use i did take the picture's of the cream next to the best shoes i own lol they belong together ;)

also while i was on there website i checked out there policy's on animal testing and here is the quote from them that is on there website. . . . .

'Erno Laszlo is against animal testing on cosmetic products and ingredients.

Erno Laszlo does not use animals to test its products and does not have animal testing conducted on its behalf by anyone else.

Erno Laszlo conducts our own state-of-the-art, independent tests on human volunteers to ensure that our products and ingredients are safe and worthy of your trust.

You have our assurance that all Erno Laszlo products are thoroughly tested for safety and have passed very stringent requirements.'

im sure like myself this is something that most of you will be happy to hear. its great there not testing on animals it makes me love the company even more :) Erno Laszlo is now available in Harrods so if you fancy treating yourself to something really special then check out there website :)

i have been using this now for over a week and my skin feels really soft and it goes on so smoothly its just gorgeous! if you can afford to treat yourself then i really would recommend Erno Laszlo its a little bit of Hollywood in a jar ;)

So thank you Glossy box and thank you Erno Laszlo for my stunning prize i really am so grateful and i hope you have enjoyed reading this post! 

stay beautiful guys

mwah

xoxo

Links:

Erno Laszlo Website: http://www.ernolaszlo.com/index.html

Erno Laszlo Twitter page: https://twitter.com/#!/ErnoLaszlo

Erno Laszlo Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/ernolaszlo

Harrods Website: http://www.harrods.com/brand/erno-laszlo/the-hollywood-collection

Glossy Box Twitter: https://twitter.com/#!/GlossyBoxUK

Not So Sleeping Beauty

OMG its 1:40am and as per usual i cant sleep :(
Sleep is so important it effects everything about you and your day, when i cant sleep my mood is massively effected, like im sure everyone else's is :(
im now so used to taking sleeping tablets they dont work on me anymore, im immune to there powers lol
i have tried everything but nothing works anymore, i could wake up at 6am but still not be able to sleep that night.
my depression has hit me hard these last few months which isnt helping my sleeping its like a vicious circle that i cant seem to get out of!!!

i will literally stay awake till 7am then finally get to sleep after getting up having a cup of tea and some toast, a couple weeks ago i was awake till 12pm lunch time then fell asleep but set my alarm for 2pm just so there was hope of getting some sleep that night, as you can imagine i was like a zombie all day!!!
does anyone have any tips on getting a better nights sleep im willing to try most things aslong as it doesnt cost money haha
if all else fails im going to have to make another trip to the doctors and get some stronger sleeping tablets which i really dont want to have to do but needs must i suppose! :(
as im typing this i can hear my mum snoring away and even my dog coco :/ everyone in my house is fast asleep apart from me and it sucks big time!!!
im getting bags under my eyes im getting constant headaches and im taking my anger and grumpyness out on the person i love the most which is my poor mummy :(
if you sleep well most nights then please count yourself lucky and blessed because it is one of the worst feelings not being able to sleep. thought id add in the 2 pictures as i loved them so much and the second one is VERY true i have 3 cats and there always sleeping haha
anyway im going to get back to America's next top model (i have watched nearly the whole series of cycle 15 tonight) ;)
night night guys
sweet dreams
stay beautiful
mwah
xoxo

New Nails!!!

Hey lovely people :) I know its been long again but still not in the best of places to be honest with you all!
Iv noticed though that iv had ALOT of views from the USA recently even more than the UK which is very odd and something that has really impressed me and put a smile on my face :D
Anyway getting back to why im here lol :P I was having a bad day the other day and decided to lock myself in my room for a while stick some CSI on and do something crazy with my nails (as you do)
And this is what i came up with . . . .

Excuse the mess around the nail's I hadn't cleaned up when i took the pic!!!
I had seen a similar thing on google images (I look on there quite abit for inspiration) it's the best place to go to if your looking for something 'different' to do on your nails, so anyway I had a go myself and this is the result the cool thing is u can draw the lines on any which way and pick any colour's you like :)
I went for loads of different kinds of colour's instead of going for a certain trend like pastel's or neon's I just mixed and matched haha
I used my Models Own black nail art pen to do the lines but I can also recommend MUA's liquid eyeliner it works amazing and the brush is so thin u can get a great line :) After I drew on the lines and was happy I carefully coloured in the little sections with a different colour, I then used a top coat (Avon) to keep it in place for aslong as possible :)
It defo was a talking point had so many people say how much they loved them and they really do stand out :) so if you like something abit funky and 'out there' then these are the way to go :)
stay beautiful guys
mwah
xoxo